Panic At The Disco.

Panic at the Disco was here. they were in Malaysia. our sad little country. they attended the MTV Asia Awards 2008 in Genting. they won the LG edc Style Award. God knows what award that was, but they won it anyway.

then they performed “I Write Sins, Not Tragedies” and “Nine In The Afternoon” splendidly. oh, how i wish i was there…

3 days later, they would be to perform at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil. my three cousins told me they were going to go too. Bryan felt abit left out because of that though. but how excited was i? you guess. unfortunately, my trials would be going on the next day. and i didn’t want Bryan to feel left out. my mind was on a constant struggle between work and play. how devastated was i? you guess.

in the end, i gave my ticket to Bryan. he was excited. i followed the four of them to the stadium 5 hours before the concert. sitting outside were a few people, obviously die hard fans. i was sad, because i wasn’t acting like how a true fan would feel. i didn’t do what a true fan would do. i couldn’t be a part of them, waiting for the doors to open and enjoy the concert together. how left out was i? you guess.

i thought it would all be for the best. i got back home, listening to PatD songs over and over again. i didn’t expect myself to be this upset. later that night, Bryan came back home. while opening the gate for him, he took out something from his bag.

i took it from him and ran around the living room, shouting and screaming. Bryan told me everything that happened, including that Sean got Ryan Ross’ guitar pick. yeah, he did! will try to snap a picture of it. i guess even if i’m left with the question of how the concert went and what would happen if i went… it’s all for the best .